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Hey!! Im back frm OBS last Sunday. It was great! at first, I was so wori bout wad's gonna happen der, am i able to sleep? will it be very hard fer me? But wen i'm der, everyting seems to be sooo perfect! hehehehe.... juz tat being so spoilt, I cant sleep... too many mosquitoes, too hot and super uncomfortable. but overall rating... not too bad. i manage to survive. Btw.... I did ROCK Climbing... hehehe suprise?? I am! hahha i can only climb up on my second attempt. at first, I didnt knewi could do it, but i tried and it got paid off!! hehehhe *good JOb JaL* owrite, enough of tat crap.

Today, mama suppose to go fer her Day surgery but i was called off as her BP was high. I guess she's scared tatz y.... and Today... we picked up our CAR!!!! hehehhe huarry!!!

Hmm.... i was reading my friendster n i came across to this on my bulletin board. And i find it quiet interesting.... read it my tagg me k... MUAH!!!

If you love and care abt someone, Don't lose grip on that person
Coz' you will never know The one you let go Might be the one
You have waited all your life Read Slowly...

*Have you ever wondered which hurts the most?
Saying something and wishing you hadn't?, or
Saying nothing and wishing you had?
I guess the most important things are
the hardest things to say..Don't be
afraid to tell someone you love them.
If you do, they might break your
heart...if you don't, you might break
theirs.

*Have u ever decided not 2 become a couple because you were so afraid of losing what you already had with that person?
Your heart decides whom it likes and whom it doesn't.
You can't tell your heart what to do.
It does it on its own........when you
least suspect it, or even when you don't want it to.

*Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had, but that other person was too afraid to let you?
Too many of us stay walled up because
we are too afraid to care too
much...for fear that the other person
does not care as much, or even at all.

*Have you ever denied your feelings for someone because your fear of rejection was too hard to handle?
We tell lies when we are afraid... afraid of what we don't know, afraid of what others will think, afraid of what will be found
out about us. But every time we tell a lie, the thing we fear grows stronger.
Life is all about risks and it requires you to jump.
Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have done,
or could have had.

*What would you do if every time you wanted someone they would never be there?
A person can never always be there for u all the time.
So demand reasonably. But if that someone is never there at all,
its time for you to leave.
You deserve someone else who can appreciate you and be there for you.

*What would you do if you loved someone more than ever and you couldn't have them?
It takes two hands to clap. If you couldn’t have them, it is probably because you are meant for someone else who will love you and will make you happy.

*What would you do if you never got the chance to say I am friends with
all of my family and they know I love them?*
Every time I want to tell you this I got tongue-tied
i heard no voice I hate talking especially about deaths
and withdrawal of life But if I die before you do
I hope you get manage to read this and never doubt the sincerity I gave to you
or the happiness that we shared or the tears that we cried the hugs and kisses
the memories. We might be best friends one year, pretty good friends the next year,
don't talk that often the next, and don't want to talk at all the year after that
and maybe I’ll never even be there for u So, I just wanted to say, even if I
never talk to you again in my life, you are special to me and you have made a difference in my life, I look up to you, respect you, truly cherish you , most of all I CARE about friends



I need opinion, NSC need me to go Tergganu fer a week, im still deciding.. to go or not to go...?? plz help...!!