Think be 4 u speak but do not speak all u tink

Saturday, April 5, 2008

It’s another one of those day when I lay on my bed,
but never seem to be able to get to sleep no matter how hard I try.
I keep on trying to tell myself “Don’t think about anything and to get to sleep!”
And somehow, I end up thinking about how to stop my mind from wandering.
Ppl say.... i think too much but what can i say, I'm a typical gurl, who think bout necessary stuffz.

It is a phase everyone goes through I guess.
Thinking about everything in life.
Thinking about how your life is going to be in future.
Thinking about all the disappointments you have experienced before and now....
I juz had myself tested on the DYI pregnancy test kit. As usual, it's NEGATIVE!!! I was so disappointed n BUSTED out CRYING!!!! good thing Dear was around to console me. He gave me a huge cuddle n eventually he made me feels better of coz!!
Every time when someone asks me when I’ll be a mother,I’ll feel extremely depressed.
I hate it when people tell me :
“It’s okay. you're still so young, still got long long way to go. Enjoy ur honeymoon peirod while you can"

It's like... WADEVER ar... try to in my situation n let's see how u handle it!
OK! enough of my depressing soap opera life story. Let's move on....

Today had a long2 meeting wit my high participation colleague. but it's owrite, I seems to enjoy it... heheheh. I juz Love my colleague so much!! hahahha i dun noe Y, but im so devoted to my job! hahaha u might think tat im CRAZY, but they really roxz my life! hahahahhahha NSC is my 2nd home... LOL!! (wait till sumting happen and it's gonna be the 1st Hell!!!) hahahahhahahhaha

After werk, had dinner wit mummy at Century square, we had Japanese Food n it roxz my smelly sox!! hahahhahah Den, i went to BK get Dear's dinner n he fetch me at the traffic light... and now... at home, blogging while Dear doing his werk in the living room as usual..... (i'm kinda used to him werking at hm rather den spending long2 hours in the office)

Soon,Jamillah n Mabok will be coming over and.... (ding dong) here they ARE!!! hahhahah they are here... they will be having drink2 party and i will juz sip on my plain water.... hahhaha see... how gud am I....

K lar... i gtg.... going to join them now... tata....

Thanks fer reading my blog... Gud NighT!!

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