I think I need a Retail Therapy …..!!!

People said that retail therapy helps when your stress. Hmm… I think they were right! All of a sudden, I desperately need to take a scroll in a shopping mall. Hmph.. Could it be there’s something I need to buy or just buying thing blindly!!

Soo many thing to buy with too little money to spend! Urgh!! How frustrating…..
Today will be another 5km jogging day and I really hope I can do it. I’ve been feeling very tired after last Monday jogging session and I Think I have not recovery for it yet. I hope today is gonna be fine for me.

I don’t know why but I’ve been eating less lately. I could even go without lunch. Maybe I should stop eating lunch coz every time when I bought something; it’s super hard for me to finish it. What a waste of money! I shall just eat bread or fruits for lunch today and everyday. Maybe it could be we always have a heavy breakfast every morning. I think I will get into shape soon and tat’s a good thing!


Hmm... now that my home computer is back from the hospital, I am kinda obsess with it. I will switch it on everday when i got back from work. Hmm... I think i should cut down on tat so that my eyes could rest during the night and spend more time with husband watching TV.

I've MADE IT....!!!!!!!!

I've been jogging 3km all this while and today uncle Edwin decided to jog from NSC to the memorable Bedok Jetty and back to NSC... guess how many click??? It’s 5KM omg!!! Didn’t know I could complete it (even tho im the last one as usual) with the help of Mayling (cycling). I am so proud to have a very supportive college like them. Even tho Im the last one, they really supported me. I've did it!! I slow jogged without stopped! I would like to thank my Hp mp3 as well for supporting me all the way, playing Bad romance over and over again. Phew! I am so proud of myself. Hopefully after a few time slow jog to the memorable bedok jetty, i hope to increase my speed. But it takes time I know. Tat's my new mission!! woo hoo!!! after Jogging, we hit the gym. I manage to do 1 set and wrap up. After that we went over to Mama's house for dinner.

And now im at home. Just finised chatting with Eja (my sister-in law) and web cam with Botak. I really miss him so much.
That’s all for today.

p.s: Today we went to the airport for lunch (t2, canteen) It reminded me of Ah Tong. I miss lunching and te breaking with her. Haiz..... It's just January!! 23 more months TO GO...!!!!  Miss u so much my Bfffffff......

Xoxo..

I got super high AGAIN!!

LOL... that's damn weird, I totally stopped consuming acholol last year and this year, Im totally in it again! tat's is damn weird.

Yesterday after the boring farewell dinner at NSC, we headed down to our all time favourite pub, Georges. I was totally dressed up coz we are going to meet AL for his Birthday drinking session. After Georges, we headed down to Demsy Hill to meet AL up and guess who send us there?? My President, Mr LTP insist on sending us and i got no choice. The feeling in his car were sooo tense. We could even hear the crickets sound when he stopped at the traffic light. Damn... how could anyone drive without switching on radio. Anyway... thank you Mr Low for the ride.After demsy hill, we headed down to Selegi Road. I dun even know what's the pub name lar. And the music were transt. It makes u super high and super fast. The loud music really make ur head spin. We left there at about 4.30am and my husband is totally DRUNK! hahahah. I had fun Tho!


I have something to confess...... I dun know why, but i got super sentive lately. And guess who suffers??? My poor husband of coz! I dun know why but i gets jelouse easily. Tat is damn scarry ar! I am so sorry sayang to put u in this state. I dun know why?!? probably I fee so insecure as always. I think i have to control my sensitivity before thing gets worst!

In the office now and HangOver   -period-
will elobrate more when Im sober.
FML

I love my jogging session yesterday. I never felt this happy ever since I started excising. I manage to jog all the way from NSC to NSRCC and back to NSC without stopping. Despite of feeling left behind by Nana, Uncle, Jiawen, Husband and wanty I felt that my endurance level has grown. I literary did it! Good job Jal!


After jogging we went in to the gym for light work out. Jiawen has been very supportive and of coz I have my husband to support me from behind. I manage to do push weight for my thigh 50 times, 50 half sit up, 50 rowing and 50 weight lifting. It really roxz! I am feeling so motivated now!!!

All I had fer dinner was salad with a little bit to thousand island. I dun know why I can’t eat raw vegetables probably becoz of the taste.


Today in the office, I manage to MSN with ahtong again. Eventho she’s not here, she’s always in my heart (ewww) hehehe. Yeah I know, very mushy rote. I miss her so much. Despite of her being at US, we could still gossip. Heheheheheheh. She said sumting touching to me today :

meitong in idaho says:

Sounds very mushy ah, but i missed u during the drive to salt lake city over the weekend. i saw the pretty snowy mountains and i tot u would love to see the scenery. tat moment i missed u a lot. haha

So sweet rite… I miss u too babe!!!!



I got to go now. Have loads to do and we will be meeting Al tonight fer dinner and early drinking session for his birthday celebration. :)

and btw, my little nephew is sick. so sad!! Get well soon baby!

This morning when I reached office, I was struck by Monday, but it was just for a little while. I was awake by Huzaini lateness for School meeting at Jurong. The meeting was schedules at 11.00am and Hu reached office at 11.00am!! urgh!! Wad the hell.. he over slept. Roh reached there 1st and talk to the teacher while we make our way there. After meeting, we headed down to KTM for lunch. It was yummy! I felt so satisfied after craving for 1 week and I had it… Hmmmm my yummy Kentang Ball…!!! After that we brought back goring pisang from there for tea break.



After a 1 week of sick break, we are starting again. Ot to start jogging today. We have great kaki now. Uncle Edwin & Mayling will be joining us. And we gonna have a big group jogging together on Friday & Friday. How cool rite??? We are trying to be fitter but tea break is still in our schedule. Hehehehehheh.

I was hopping to get pregnant now. I tot I was feeling the early symptom of pregnancy but as usual, I didn’t want to disappoint husband and myself. What I can do now is just waiting till end of this month hoping that I won’t bleed. But high hope that my menz will appear im feeling the craps now. Damn! Another unsuccessful try.

We’ve been trying every month but have not have a positive result. Haiz, maybe god thinks’ that we are not ready yet. But it’s kind of hurt when you really want something but you don’t get it. I hurt me so much. Next weekend we are going for Husband’s cousin baby 1 month ceremony. It’s kind of sad. I didn’t really want to go but I have no choice. I just hate it when people keep on asking when will it be our turn, I hate it.. Hate it so much!! Some people just dun understand…. It’s not that I don’t want but it’s not the time yet.
(ya allah, kurniakan lah aku seorang zuriat, Insyallah)

And BTw, I had a great weekend. I had lots of fun playing with my nephew. He's rounder and cuter now. No matter what happen to his future, I will want to be by his side to support him in everything he need. I don't know why his father is making such decision but i hope he leave for good. Husband and I are will to be his god parents. Shower him with tender loving care. And i don't want him to feel fatherless coz we are here for him. I love u so much BOTAK TEK!!!!!!

You are not solving my problem!!
You are repeating what I’ve just said!!!!!!!!
*enough said*










the best time to blog is when you are frustrated and feels like crying and you got no one to talk to. *DAMN*

Recovering…

Over the weekend I fell sick. The feeling was horrible. I hate it when im down with fever, flu and cough, it obviously ended in asthma attacked. We didn’t went out over the weekend as both of us were sick (ultimate love bird). But I got to go to work despite of not feeling well. I and Pris were at Greendale Secondary School for CCA Orientation and after that I went back to NSC. I was feeling horrible. But I have no choice, it’s was the 1st day of training and I have to be there. I left at 4.30pm and head back home straight. At home, I popped in 2 panadol and went to sleep. Woke up feeling slightly better and watched dvd with husband. Same goes with Sunday… coughing like hell and my chest were congested with phlegm. I decided to see the doctor on Monday and get a good scolding form my doctor for keeping my whizzing over the weekend. I tot my inhaler could rescue me but I was wrong. And till today, Im still on medication and inhaler (3x a day with 2 puffs) it was damn sick. I cant go gym and keep up with my jogging. I hope I will get well by next week. I've been drinking honey & lemon in hot water and it's work well. I slept better last night. Not too much coughing. You should try it when ur having cough. It's the best remedy.


Yesterday afternoon, I manage to chat with AH tong fer a little while. I was so happy. I hope she’s getting on well there. The weather is damn cold there. How I wish I could visit her and play in the snow. Hahahh.. FAT HOPE!

I am still considering to buy a laptop or not. I will get my home computer repair this weekend. Tat means getting a laptop is unnecessary.
Time really fly so fast, tis November Bella is getting married. Tat’s damn fast issint it. This year gonan be a bz year for my family.

I miss my sisters gathering so much. Shall organize fer a sisters and brothers steamboat soon.
So princesses… are you in for it?!?!?!?!?!?!

What’s your New Year Resolution?




Mine will be the same every year.

1) to loose loads of weight! My target is 60 kg

2) Obtained a driving licence

3) To get pregnant

4) get as pay raise

5) to have an awersome birthday celebration

6) dun want to stress myself over small little things

7) be happy & healthy

8) spend less

9) don’t withdraw my saving

10) get a new sofa fer Hari Raya

11) Talk less at werk

12) smoke lesser

13) change my house decoration

14) go gym every Monday, Wednesday & Friday without miss

15) Stop walking but start jogging and time myself

16) learnt to wear jeans more often

17) Go on holiday with my parents (some where further)

18) Don't work hard, work smart

19) Read though my before i send them out

20) make less mistake in my work

21) Dun get angry with parents at work

Lastly

22) sit on an airplane( LOL)

hello 2010

1st day of work in the new year. The feeling is suckz, my stress anxiety appeared last night. I had a bad headache (I didn’t have it over my holiday week). Damn!!! Could it be allergy to work (LOL). Shopping make me feel so much better and make me totally happy, that’s why it is called retail therapy.




We went fer a short trip 3 days ago. It was a fun trip despite the quarrel I had with husband over his drunken attitude. I guess was over reacted over it. I am so sorry husband. The hotel we stayed serves an awesome breakfast. I think that’s the only thing I enjoy the most. These are the things we did there:



Day 1 – Left home at 9.15am

-drove our car to Harbor front, collect out tickets

- had a disgusting breakfast (half boiled egg) I totally hate it

- board the ferry and sleep our way thru till we reach batam

- Check in the hotel, put our bag and SHOPPING & lunch!!

- had dinner in the hotel, drink, get half drunk and go karaoke

- did stupid thing on our way back to the hotel and sleep



Day 2 - Woke up at 8.30am for breakfast, swimming

- took a cab to DC mall, boring shopping

- got back to hotel to put our things down and a short nap

- woke up, went out fer dinner and play the scarry sparkles

- went up to our room, drink and drunk then sleep



Day 3 - Woke up at 10.00am for breakfast

- nap, shower and check out

- excited for the SPA but it was a disappointing ones.

- Late lunch and back to Batam Ferry Terminal

- Reached S’pore and drove back home. On the way we stopped at Mac fer dinner.

- Reached home, dinner, unpack and sleep with my stupid headache.



I had a bad cut while opening my facial cotton pack with a stupid eyebrown shaver. My blood bust out and I bleed so much. This is wad happens when your lazy to walk out of the room and a get a scissors to do the job. *Bustard*
My Bestie left this morning at 5am and I didn’t get to see her. Buti manage to call her at night. Goanna miss her so much but it’s alrite.. I can still chat with her on msn (what are technologies for man?!?!?!) I guess she’s still in the plane and will be reaching Idaho anytime soon. Will try to see if she’s online today!! Miss you babe!