This morning when I reached office, I was struck by Monday, but it was just for a little while. I was awake by Huzaini lateness for School meeting at Jurong. The meeting was schedules at 11.00am and Hu reached office at 11.00am!! urgh!! Wad the hell.. he over slept. Roh reached there 1st and talk to the teacher while we make our way there. After meeting, we headed down to KTM for lunch. It was yummy! I felt so satisfied after craving for 1 week and I had it… Hmmmm my yummy Kentang Ball…!!! After that we brought back goring pisang from there for tea break.



After a 1 week of sick break, we are starting again. Ot to start jogging today. We have great kaki now. Uncle Edwin & Mayling will be joining us. And we gonna have a big group jogging together on Friday & Friday. How cool rite??? We are trying to be fitter but tea break is still in our schedule. Hehehehehheh.

I was hopping to get pregnant now. I tot I was feeling the early symptom of pregnancy but as usual, I didn’t want to disappoint husband and myself. What I can do now is just waiting till end of this month hoping that I won’t bleed. But high hope that my menz will appear im feeling the craps now. Damn! Another unsuccessful try.

We’ve been trying every month but have not have a positive result. Haiz, maybe god thinks’ that we are not ready yet. But it’s kind of hurt when you really want something but you don’t get it. I hurt me so much. Next weekend we are going for Husband’s cousin baby 1 month ceremony. It’s kind of sad. I didn’t really want to go but I have no choice. I just hate it when people keep on asking when will it be our turn, I hate it.. Hate it so much!! Some people just dun understand…. It’s not that I don’t want but it’s not the time yet.
(ya allah, kurniakan lah aku seorang zuriat, Insyallah)

And BTw, I had a great weekend. I had lots of fun playing with my nephew. He's rounder and cuter now. No matter what happen to his future, I will want to be by his side to support him in everything he need. I don't know why his father is making such decision but i hope he leave for good. Husband and I are will to be his god parents. Shower him with tender loving care. And i don't want him to feel fatherless coz we are here for him. I love u so much BOTAK TEK!!!!!!