Jal is Back.....

Yerp i was so sick, for a moment i tot im going to die, for a moment i tot im going to leave the people i love behind....... I got seriouse Asthma attacked!

I took half day off last Saturday as i already felt sumting was wrong. I was coughing n my body was totally weak... i cant walk, talking or even think! so i called dear to pick me up. Well, even though he's bz at werk, he still spare some time to pick me up and send me home. B4 we got hm, i went to get my lunch n cough mixture. So i went back hm alone, ate my lunch, medicine and Zzzz...

Woke up at 7pm... dun feel any better.... husband still not back frm werk... i was lying on the couch like a dead body.. feeling super restless.... husband reached hm at 10pm, i ate my medication again n sleep....

At 1am... i couldn't breath... i told myself to be strong, so i gave myself a puff and sit up and try to catch my breath till i fell a sleep. at 4am, I woke up again feeling that i couldn't make it anymore... i grabbed husband's hand hard coz i could speak up! i was so scared, i couldn't breath at all... i was chasing my breath as hard as i could but it was hard... i hit my puff again, this time i hitted at least 4 times... but nothing work... husband boiled hot water fer me to drink and rub vick on my chest and ask me to keep on breathing. Crazy thing was playing in my mind, i didnt want to disturb husband to much, he got to werk later. so I laid back and told myself... keep on breathing. At 7.30am... i got another attacked!!! this time round... I count take it anymore!! i tapped on dear chest... i quickly showered and rushed me to the hospital....
It was crowed... husband did the registration fer me, i sat at the corner trying to catch my breath, i was perspiring, my name was called. the nurse too my BP and quickly send me to the doctor room. for once! i was prioritised!!! I was too breathless to answer the doctor's questions, den, he direct us to counter 11.. the nurse assist me to used the nebulizer.... it was suckz.. but i do not have any choice.... den she gave me 6 small pills i just hate it.. but wad choice do i have?!? den, went back to doctor's room he gave my 2days MC... den, went back to mum hse... eat my medication and sleep... everyone at mama hse was surprised to See me there... i squeezed myself on my sister's bed... and ZZzzz. husband fetch me at 2pm and we went hm straight....

So.. i was at hm since sunday afternoon till now... frens in the office was extremely caring.. they asked me to take 1 more day off... so.. i will be back to werk tmr...
My asthma got better.. just having bad cough now....no more fever.... feeling better bit not fine.. it's okie... cought will recover soon...