After all these days, I've been having extremely low self esteem. I brought up myself to speak up to Aunty Jane (my psychologist) she really gave me a damn good talk! She awesome!! even thought she's noisy... But... tell u the trust... She roxzz!! She literally know what im talking about n know how to handle me.
I just learnt that & this is wad she said :

No One's Perfect & Size doesn't matter! since day 1 he married you, this is how u looked... so who are you trying to impressed??? Are the ppl who say tat you FAT soo important to you? Will you die if u ignor wad they said?
- Hmm... she's goo huh??

I've learnt that, no one can buld up my self confidence except for myself! no there's can....

So what if i puts on weight? I'm happy with what i have, I have extra love handles to hold on, My husband still loves me, I'm still a healthy person and lastly..... I CAN SHOP FOR NEW CLOTHINGS MORE!!!!! hack the size... all i wanna be now.... BACK TO ME!! THE Vogue babe!
Fuck the scale..... and HELLO GLAM WORLD!!!!



It's a bz day fer me 2dae, Im trying to settle the important things and go holiday peacefully....
1 more werking day to go and... tat's it... HOLIDAY!!!
super duper excited!! i so cant wait fer wednesday....

I would like to say a special thanks to Bum bum n devil sister for taking care of my Frizzy fer me... I'm sure he's happy to share a room with 2 beautiful babe.... Remember to feed him at least once a day, If u can feed him twice a day would be good,.... kalau tak.. it's ok ....
Big Big thank u to both of u... MUuuuwwahhhhh!!!!