busy busy BUSY everyday! i've been working n working n working all this week! and guess wad?
even though i've got promoted.... it looks like im doing more of the SAI KANG than last time! Wad the Hack rite!!

I got fever, flu n sore throat 2dae... (and this morning b4 Dear send me to werk.. he kind off nagg at me..."ur sick! n u suppose to stay at hm and rest! " I just kept quiet and walked off) It's suppose to be my off day but i got to be at werk as PSA came to look at our office.... wit tat stupid reason, i got to come to werk...
n guess wad?? Im werking tomorrow n Saturday too!! wahhhh... so hardwerking.....

SCREW UP MY LIFE!!!! it's getting frm bad to worst!! many things happened these few days and its really making me breathless... I really got thOUSAND of werk to do..... but i dun noe y i cant get it rite!! i cant focus, i dun noe wadz happening to me... sumting is wrong sum where..... Im feeling fUCKINg sick today.... everyting i do seems so wrong...!!!
SOS... someone HELP ME!!! it's not healthy!! aarrrgghhhh........!!!

I wanna b all by myself.... n pour my problems out! uurrghh!! i cant take it animore...
I am not the person i used to be.....
WAD happen to tat Cheerful, bubbly, noisy, crazy gurl ppl used to know?????
I juz hate to talk to anione!!
well... I guess some things are bound to happen... this is part and parcel of life...

Hey!! Im back frm OBS last Sunday. It was great! at first, I was so wori bout wad's gonna happen der, am i able to sleep? will it be very hard fer me? But wen i'm der, everyting seems to be sooo perfect! hehehehe.... juz tat being so spoilt, I cant sleep... too many mosquitoes, too hot and super uncomfortable. but overall rating... not too bad. i manage to survive. Btw.... I did ROCK Climbing... hehehe suprise?? I am! hahha i can only climb up on my second attempt. at first, I didnt knewi could do it, but i tried and it got paid off!! hehehhe *good JOb JaL* owrite, enough of tat crap.

Today, mama suppose to go fer her Day surgery but i was called off as her BP was high. I guess she's scared tatz y.... and Today... we picked up our CAR!!!! hehehhe huarry!!!

Hmm.... i was reading my friendster n i came across to this on my bulletin board. And i find it quiet interesting.... read it my tagg me k... MUAH!!!

If you love and care abt someone, Don't lose grip on that person
Coz' you will never know The one you let go Might be the one
You have waited all your life Read Slowly...

*Have you ever wondered which hurts the most?
Saying something and wishing you hadn't?, or
Saying nothing and wishing you had?
I guess the most important things are
the hardest things to say..Don't be
afraid to tell someone you love them.
If you do, they might break your
heart...if you don't, you might break
theirs.

*Have u ever decided not 2 become a couple because you were so afraid of losing what you already had with that person?
Your heart decides whom it likes and whom it doesn't.
You can't tell your heart what to do.
It does it on its own........when you
least suspect it, or even when you don't want it to.

*Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had, but that other person was too afraid to let you?
Too many of us stay walled up because
we are too afraid to care too
much...for fear that the other person
does not care as much, or even at all.

*Have you ever denied your feelings for someone because your fear of rejection was too hard to handle?
We tell lies when we are afraid... afraid of what we don't know, afraid of what others will think, afraid of what will be found
out about us. But every time we tell a lie, the thing we fear grows stronger.
Life is all about risks and it requires you to jump.
Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have done,
or could have had.

*What would you do if every time you wanted someone they would never be there?
A person can never always be there for u all the time.
So demand reasonably. But if that someone is never there at all,
its time for you to leave.
You deserve someone else who can appreciate you and be there for you.

*What would you do if you loved someone more than ever and you couldn't have them?
It takes two hands to clap. If you couldn’t have them, it is probably because you are meant for someone else who will love you and will make you happy.

*What would you do if you never got the chance to say I am friends with
all of my family and they know I love them?*
Every time I want to tell you this I got tongue-tied
i heard no voice I hate talking especially about deaths
and withdrawal of life But if I die before you do
I hope you get manage to read this and never doubt the sincerity I gave to you
or the happiness that we shared or the tears that we cried the hugs and kisses
the memories. We might be best friends one year, pretty good friends the next year,
don't talk that often the next, and don't want to talk at all the year after that
and maybe I’ll never even be there for u So, I just wanted to say, even if I
never talk to you again in my life, you are special to me and you have made a difference in my life, I look up to you, respect you, truly cherish you , most of all I CARE about friends



I need opinion, NSC need me to go Tergganu fer a week, im still deciding.. to go or not to go...?? plz help...!!

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Hey!! Im back frm OBS last Sunday. It was great! at first, I was so wori bout wad's gonna happen der, am i able to sleep? will it be very hard fer me? But wen i'm der, everyting seems to be sooo perfect! hehehehe.... juz tat being so spoilt, I cant sleep... too many mosquitoes, too hot and super uncomfortable. but overall rating... not too bad. i manage to survive. Btw.... I did ROCK Climbing... hehehe suprise?? I am! hahha i can only climb up on my second attempt. at first, I didnt knewi could do it, but i tried and it got paid off!! hehehhe *good JOb JaL* owrite, enough of tat crap.

Today, mama suppose to go fer her Day surgery but i was called off as her BP was high. I guess she's scared tatz y.... and Today... we picked up our CAR!!!! hehehhe huarry!!!

Hmm.... i was reading my friendster n i came across to this on my bulletin board. And i find it quiet interesting.... read it my tagg me k... MUAH!!!

If you love and care abt someone, Don't lose grip on that person
Coz' you will never know The one you let go Might be the one
You have waited all your life Read Slowly...

*Have you ever wondered which hurts the most?
Saying something and wishing you hadn't?, or
Saying nothing and wishing you had?
I guess the most important things are
the hardest things to say..Don't be
afraid to tell someone you love them.
If you do, they might break your
heart...if you don't, you might break
theirs.

*Have u ever decided not 2 become a couple because you were so afraid of losing what you already had with that person?
Your heart decides whom it likes and whom it doesn't.
You can't tell your heart what to do.
It does it on its own........when you
least suspect it, or even when you don't want it to.

*Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had, but that other person was too afraid to let you?
Too many of us stay walled up because
we are too afraid to care too
much...for fear that the other person
does not care as much, or even at all.

*Have you ever denied your feelings for someone because your fear of rejection was too hard to handle?
We tell lies when we are afraid... afraid of what we don't know, afraid of what others will think, afraid of what will be found
out about us. But every time we tell a lie, the thing we fear grows stronger.
Life is all about risks and it requires you to jump.
Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have done,
or could have had.

*What would you do if every time you wanted someone they would never be there?
A person can never always be there for u all the time.
So demand reasonably. But if that someone is never there at all,
its time for you to leave.
You deserve someone else who can appreciate you and be there for you.

*What would you do if you loved someone more than ever and you couldn't have them?
It takes two hands to clap. If you couldn’t have them, it is probably because you are meant for someone else who will love you and will make you happy.

*What would you do if you never got the chance to say I am friends with
all of my family and they know I love them?*
Every time I want to tell you this I got tongue-tied
i heard no voice I hate talking especially about deaths
and withdrawal of life But if I die before you do
I hope you get manage to read this and never doubt the sincerity I gave to you
or the happiness that we shared or the tears that we cried the hugs and kisses
the memories. We might be best friends one year, pretty good friends the next year,
don't talk that often the next, and don't want to talk at all the year after that
and maybe I’ll never even be there for u So, I just wanted to say, even if I
never talk to you again in my life, you are special to me and you have made a difference in my life, I look up to you, respect you, truly cherish you , most of all I CARE about friends



I need opinion, NSC need me to go Tergganu fer a week, im still deciding.. to go or not to go...?? plz help...!!

Hey!! Im back frm OBS last Sunday. It was great! at first, I was so wori bout wad's gonna happen der, am i able to sleep? will it be very hard fer me? But wen i'm der, everyting seems to be sooo perfect! hehehehe.... juz tat being so spoilt, I cant sleep... too many mosquitoes, too hot and super uncomfortable. but overall rating... not too bad. i manage to survive. Btw.... I did ROCK Climbing... hehehe suprise?? I am! hahha i can only climb up on my second attempt. at first, I didnt knewi could do it, but i tried and it got paid off!! hehehhe *good JOb JaL* owrite, enough of tat crap.

Today, mama suppose to go fer her Day surgery but i was called off as her BP was high. I guess she's scared tatz y.... and Today... we picked up our CAR!!!! hehehhe huarry!!!

Hmm.... i was reading my friendster n i came across to this on my bulletin board. And i find it quiet interesting.... read it my tagg me k... MUAH!!!

If you love and care abt someone, Don't lose grip on that person
Coz' you will never know The one you let go Might be the one
You have waited all your life Read Slowly...

*Have you ever wondered which hurts the most?
Saying something and wishing you hadn't?, or
Saying nothing and wishing you had?
I guess the most important things are
the hardest things to say..Don't be
afraid to tell someone you love them.
If you do, they might break your
heart...if you don't, you might break
theirs.

*Have u ever decided not 2 become a couple because you were so afraid of losing what you already had with that person?
Your heart decides whom it likes and whom it doesn't.
You can't tell your heart what to do.
It does it on its own........when you
least suspect it, or even when you don't want it to.

*Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had, but that other person was too afraid to let you?
Too many of us stay walled up because
we are too afraid to care too
much...for fear that the other person
does not care as much, or even at all.

*Have you ever denied your feelings for someone because your fear of rejection was too hard to handle?
We tell lies when we are afraid... afraid of what we don't know, afraid of what others will think, afraid of what will be found
out about us. But every time we tell a lie, the thing we fear grows stronger.
Life is all about risks and it requires you to jump.
Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have done,
or could have had.

*What would you do if every time you wanted someone they would never be there?
A person can never always be there for u all the time.
So demand reasonably. But if that someone is never there at all,
its time for you to leave.
You deserve someone else who can appreciate you and be there for you.

*What would you do if you loved someone more than ever and you couldn't have them?
It takes two hands to clap. If you couldn’t have them, it is probably because you are meant for someone else who will love you and will make you happy.

*What would you do if you never got the chance to say I am friends with
all of my family and they know I love them?*
Every time I want to tell you this I got tongue-tied
i heard no voice I hate talking especially about deaths
and withdrawal of life But if I die before you do
I hope you get manage to read this and never doubt the sincerity I gave to you
or the happiness that we shared or the tears that we cried the hugs and kisses
the memories. We might be best friends one year, pretty good friends the next year,
don't talk that often the next, and don't want to talk at all the year after that
and maybe I’ll never even be there for u So, I just wanted to say, even if I
never talk to you again in my life, you are special to me and you have made a difference in my life, I look up to you, respect you, truly cherish you , most of all I CARE about friends



I need opinion, NSC need me to go Tergganu fer a week, im still deciding.. to go or not to go...?? plz help...!!

Miss Polly Had a DoLLy who is SICK SICK SICK....

Ouh yerp.... miss polly's dolly is SICK... good thing i was off yesterday. i got a extremely bad UTI.... it's killing me. wad worst is... no one at hm wit me... sob sob... i cant walk! I was on my bed all day long (RIB)i cant do anyting, i walked slowly to the kitchen to drink glasses of water n go back to sleep... all i want yesterday was sum1 next to me n help me!!! I cant do anyting... i was crying all alone at hm.. no one's der to help me... it's pretty sad huh! haiz... dear came hm late, he reached hm at 8.30 and fetch accompany me to the doctor.... it was disaster, I tot i was going to die! but... wad the hell.. like ppl say... "If it's doesn't kill, it's making you stronger" tat sentence keep repeating in my mind... i got to be strong.... dun depend on anyone... after visiting the doctor, i went back to mama hse... stayed der till 12 den went hm... dear went straight to bed n I.... I cant sleep!! i was watching Tv till 3AM! yerp! 3 bloody AM! i cant sleep, maybe i had enough sleep during the day time. at bout 3.30... i was crying... the PAIN came BACK!!! i woke dear up... but i guess he was too tired! i was very disappointed. he's sleep is more important den me! It's so unfair!!!! "wad the hell... life is unfair any wea..."
owrite! enough of those shit...! im not asking fer sympathy anywea... juz wanna share!

okok... today is 1st May and it's Labour day, both of us at hm... unfortunately... i got a very very hardwerking husband aka workaholic! he's doing his werk in the living room.. tsk tsk tsk.... SIOW~! hahahahahh
we woke up at 12noon hehehheh.... cam babi.... he moment he open his eyes... i tod him tiz... " hari ni, i nak gi bedok reservoir to cut my hair, go seng siong buy groceries n eat my late lunch at afganistan...." heheheh and he say... "OK" hahah
and tmr plan.. still not sure where to go.. but most prob will be at MOS...!! tmr is bum's birthday... so.. as we had promised her wen she was 17.... we will be bring her to club the moment she hit 18... n tada...!!! she's 18 tmr.. so.... "KITER ENJOY!!!!" haiz... cant wait to shake my ass.... I've plan wad to wear tmr... i've brought new blck dress wit meitong last tuesday... can't wait to wear it!!!!