*Jamillah Bersajak*

Im at Queen's castle now, Met Jamillah at Tampines Interchange buy some stuff and proceed to Istambul. Jamillah need to see the doctor... After tat.. went back to Queen's castle and backe chocolate muffins... yummy!!
And rite now... we are karaoking... but Jamillah improvised the session to.... mari berSAJAK!!! hahaha kecoh giler....

Now... waiting fer husband to come over after his werk... eat dinner here and.. go home... :)

And, while waiting for husband to fetch me... we did sumting crazy.....

While the Bosses are doing their work upstairs...

The gurls downstairs are having Baileys PARY!!!!!!!

Sorry bosses.... we just can't take it anymore...
blame it on Jal... she received another bottle of Baileys from Justin Wong today...

Baileys Mint Chocolate... Yummy!

The most depressing news

I am very depress rite now... My favourite idol is coming to town but i dun get to watch it!!! UUurrrrRRRrrrgggghHHhh.....!!!!
And yes!! RiHANNA is coming to SINGAPORE and i dun get to go..!! How depressing!Urgh!
When i called husband and told him bout this... he say.. "yes i noe, i was planning to buy you a surprise ticket but too bad, we are going to port dickson" That make me feel like SHIT! *~OMG~*

last week was a long weekend,

Saturday night :
Went fer a drink with MAbok, Jamillah, Dear & me... We met them at afganistan 7eleven, and had a pleaset suprised by mabok.. guess wad?? MABOK bought a red CAR!~!!!! hahahahahah a red Chevrolet... really nice a cozy car...
Den we drove to East Coast carkpark G and chill at the beach...
After sitting there for hours... we move on for a ride to Yishun Dam... Quiet a cool place.. just like too fast a too furious.... sooo many ppl show off their pimped car.. Cool....

Sunday morning :
We woke up at 7.30, siap and drove off to johor. We reached his mum hse at about 10.30am.. chill den proceed to gaint to but some stuffs.. den we drove up to Desaru... it's not a nice place but it really got a beautiful beach... how i wish i bough and extra clothing and i was able to swim... sob sob...
after that, we went for a seafood at Danga Bay and we back to his mum's hse.. watched dvd and left at 2.30am... We were stucked in a very bad traffic jam at both Johor kastam and Singapore *SUCKZ!* we reached how at 4.00am... and ZzzzZZzzZzzz

Monday :
Was a very frustrating day fer me.. i was very very cranky.. dun noe y... maybe becoz husband promised to go out but he didnt... yerp i should understand him... He's tried.. haiz...

Tuesday:
went to werk like a zombie.... After werk, went back to mama house, i took a ride from Ahsi... Met husband under mama the voideck and went up. Had Dinner and let der at 8.00pm.... Reached home, washed up, watched chines show and slept at 10pm...

Today :
I really have no mood to werk, I dun nooe why but... I think i can't wait fer tomorrow... Cycling wit jamillah. We will be renting bicycle from the Sunplaza park and will be cycling to PAsir ris Park.. Yippi!!!!!!!
Okie.. i will be going IKEA later to shop fer dining table for our office....
MHhhhh... why do i have the urge to go Tampines Mall today... haiz...

Princess had her full 9 HOURS of sleeping last night!

And Yes yes yes... I had full 9 hours of beauty sleep and woke up super duper fresh tis morning... So the rule is... sleep early...!!! We doze off at 9.30pm... LOL!!!

Good sleep means not beging cranky... heeheh


**Love isn't about finding sumOne YoU Can LiVe wiTh,
It'S aBoUt FinDiNg SumOnE YoU caN't LiVe WitHOUT!!! **




W.A.T.C.H T.I.Z!!!aawwwwww

Yesterday was a BORING day!!

It was raining cats and dogs yesterday so we didnt went out... Husband younger sister came to our hse with her BF and a little gurl name Fafa.... (Afahtisha) Cute and irritating....!!! She just have me... wen ever i approached her.. she started sCCrrrEEaaaMMinG!!! wtf! kids just hate me now...!!! But she seems to like Husband. She could walked to him but wen im around... she just refuse to come to husband.. (-.-) Lately.. babies just got attrached to husband.. hmm... maybe it's a good sign but..... bad sign fer me.... I just find them IRRITATING!!!

Last Saturday after hari raya visiting.. we had a good chat.... We realised that.. we are not rushing fer baby yet... I still dun wanna share my Love yet... Yesh i noe im selfish.. but we just wanna get ourself mentally and financially stable b4 we produce one :) sorry everyone ... not so early.... and please.. STOP PESTERING US FOR BABY!!!!

yesterday I had tummy ach for the whole day.,.. feeling super restless.. watched 3 dvds in 1 day and we slept at bout 10.45pm...... Husband was extra cheeky yesterday... He tickled me like crazy,..... after so much pleading and laughter.... I fell a sleep... zZzzZzzZZz.....
oke up at 5am by a phone call (URgghhh) and try to make myself sleep again and woke up 6.15am.... haiz...

Im feeling alittle sleepy now.... husband wont be picking me up from the office 2dae..... Hmm... I shall window shopping today and plan wad to buy... heheheh and oh ya!! I got to buy yakult ;)


P.s : I Miss TENGKU JAMILLAH BINTE TENGKU MOHAMED JAAFAR!!!!!!!

(he texted me tat 2dae and he make my day)
Me: Dear im out fer lunch.. take care where ever you are.. I Love you Sayang....
Dear : I Love you more sayang
AAwwww... issit he sweet!! LOve you even more sayang....

Yesh I noe, It's my 2nd tyme blogging. But i gotta say this :

Org kat sini sebok kerja mcm nak mampoz...!! dier keluar jumpe JANTAN!!!!!!
MUSTIBAT NYE POMPAN!!!!!!
Iiiiisssssshhhhhhhhh GGEERrAaMmmm nyyyyyyyyyyeeeeeeeee...!!!

~~ OH MY GOSH!!! ~~

Yesterday i was too bz to surf net and blog!

Yesterday at werk.. as usual, im super duper bz... had meeting in the morning and work like mad in the afternoon. Husband fetch me at 6.30 in the office and went home straight. Had dinner at home, watched ddv (step brothers) and sleep at 10.30pm

Today after werk we gotr another invitation to an open house at woodland go will after werk. At last i got Money no enough 2 dvd and will definately watch it tonite.

We havent got any plans fer tmr, but in sure i will date my husband out. wanna spent time together like old days..... this is the time whr we can relax ourself.. maybe stroll by the beach our sumting... just a cheap outing....! thanks to the raya and im BROKE now. Urgh!!


I seriously need a NEW mattress... my back is aching every morning when i got up... It's really time to get a new one. ouch ouch!


JaL'S an Alcoholic

I got 1 liter of caramel baileys at home... just waiting for the right time to open it and drink it... and i need more whisky at home!! Im training myself for Xmas... i wanna get drunk again!!! Wooooohoooo..... CHRISTMAS rox!!!

OK... i've made my mind to go port dickson on the 13 November..... and guess wad.... I dun have to stress coz.. HUSBAND is coming along!~!!!! yippie!!! soo happy!!!!~!~!!~!



P.s : I wanna prawning !!!!!!

NO PLAN DAY!!!!!

It's Thursday today and it's a no plan day fer me... (-_-) how sad! woke up at 10.00am and now.. blogging! It's a boring day, all alone at home.

Last night, reached home at 12.30am, washed up and ZZzzzz... The trip was fun though. Bought DVDs and had dinner with in-laws at a seafood centre. the food was quiet yummy. I didnt eat rice but... i FINISHED up the 2 crabs... yum yum..!!! Will definitely go der wen ever i have craving for CRAB!!! yum!

Im having a strong craving fer... ICE CREAM!!! uurrghh!!! Swensens anyone?!?!? Ben & JERRY anyone???? haiz.... I really need sumting to satisfy my craving....

Today, as usual, im extremely BZ at werk... Had 2 hrs lunch at parkway and wen i got back in the office.. i realised that i got more to do...!!! But I manage to finished some up and more to go on friday.

And yup! I OFF tmr... havent got any plan wad im going to do tomorrow but im sure i wanna sleep like a pig! Having sum1 staying with me make me feel so uncomfortable staying at home. So i got to plan wad to do tmr... sigh.... Al and Phm leaving to Austrila tonight and will be back in town only in end november....

Last night was at Georges with Pham, Al and husband. Left early coz im cranky and tired... Extremely tired. (special thanks to my pussy!)

Heading to Mum in-law hse today..... in another words... We are driving up to Johore after werk.


P.s: Im looking forward to Deepavali public Holoday!!! Spending time with husband!! Yippie!!

I am healing well from my flu and cough bUTt I've beeeen so overworked and I am very frustrated at work today. it's becoming like a nasty cycle especially when i found out that it's my 1st day of my menz... Aarrrgghh.... my sister's is BleeDING!!!!! and im so in pain.... but got no choice but to endure!DAMN!

Husbund coming back late tonite, he's as usual.. buzy at werk. so, im going bak to mama hse and husband will fetch me der tonite.

I am still sad. A couple of stuff has been bothering me lately. I can't seem to let go of certain things, certain people.



P.s : I miss my uncle....

It was a hectic day fer me and husband yesterday. It was busily fun day. We didn't went out yesterday, but ppl came to our hse fer hari raya... YERP... Freaking 1st time... sooo many ppl came to my hse. 1 family after another. I started cooking simce 10am and husband really helped me like alot! I really appreciate it soo much. *heart you sayng* I was buzy cooking he was bz cleaning the house and zizi cage. And relatives starts coming in at bout 4+... Good thing i rush mama and abah over if not... tak ter layan tetamu tetamu yg datang.... (despite of having some serious issue with mama, she still came over *phew*) Speaking of which... I bet, Zizi had a HEART ATTACK yesterday... so many kids went in zizi's room to harrest him. He was so shock and scared... ouh.... poor baby.. but after awhile.. he kinda get used to it *i think*


(she's)
Yerp I'm a big gurl now *i think*,
There's some important thing i would like to share....
1. I can cook
2. I not a coffee addict anymore (in other words, I've stopped drinking coffee)
3. I've washed my 15years old smelly pillow
4. I can't think of any for now.
But Im proud to say... Im a big gurl now...!!!



P:S : I dun wanna go Port Dickson.... sob sob.... I can't leave without husband... not 2 or 3 days.. but 5 FREAKING DAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! oh god... pls help!

I've been having sleepless night!

It's the 4th day my uncle had left us. His lost is affecting me.
From the 1st day he's gonna, I've been crying on my bed.
Every night before i rest my eyes, I charm my prayer to god and
Semoga allah mencucuri rahmat TEngku Adbul Rahman aka Pak Asim
amin.


Im down with flu since monday.
When the hell can i ever recover?

Holiday is over and im back to werk..!!!

It's a bad start 2dae...!! back to werk and im down with flu and sore throat... The feeling is soo suckz. I just hate it. Have list of things to do but couldn't concentrate.

I dun noe why, but i kinda miss husband so much... sob sob. He can't send and fetch me to werk animore. As usual, he super duper bz like mad! he left home at 6.30am today..... and dun noe wad time he's gonna reach home...

Staying at home is so different now.... I hope i can take it. As of now.. i stil can, but for how long? it's only the 3rd day and im feeling uncomfortable. I dun noe why.

Im not being selfish but. . . . . . . . .


what can't be cured must be endure..... (Biarlah Rahsia)

Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir & Batin....!!!!
Yerp, it's the 3rd day of raya but still i didnt feel any sparks in it... The only person who know the answer is... ME.. of coz...!!!

As of now, I don't really know where Im heading and kinda just going with the flow. I'm feeling that. It's hard to describe. It's kinda killing me. It's so painful. All i want is to be happy. all i want is living in this world where no one could see us. Just you and me.. but... dream won't come true...
I dun noe why, but i could see in your eyes, your in pain. why do i have to cry every night when ever i looked at you sleeping. Why does my heart feel so burned when i see you in a daze? What's happening to our life?
All we want is to live happy. Is this a retribution?
I promise to stay by your side, go thru every single thing with you.
Im so in pain but i have to endure.

Biarlah rahsia........
the song say it all............