im feeling super restless today... at hm n doing nothing... actually i have lotz of house work to told, but i just cant bring myself to do it. I dun noe whr to start... all i want to do i lazying ard on my bed.

Last night, i talked to dear bout how i felt bout werk. I expressed everything n started to teared... Thank u dear fer listening to my prob. he gave the strength to stand up again... he's my everything.... Love u sayang...

Well.. im off 2day n tmr, just dun noe wad to do. no plan to go out. as fer 2day, the plan was to clean my hse n be maria!

Ouh.... i cant wait to go fer a Holiday wine up my self. 5 more long day to go... I so looking forward fer iT!

I miss my devil sister so much. I guess she's too bz with her work n personal life. I felt tat we are drifting apart.... I dun noe y... I felf so upset tat she seldom calls me... well i guess she leading her own life now... Good luck in everything you u gurl.... If u need me, Im always here fer you. Miss u n Love u so much. I really miss the time we've spend together.

As days goes by... important ppl in my life drifted away... First was my best fren... den my sister.. whose next? this is so sad... wen i came to think of it... I wonder.. was it me or them. But lucky thing... I have this guy in my life. He's my soul mate, my bestfriend, my ex boyfrend, my enemy and of coz... he's my Husband. he's always der fer me. Listening to all my problem n all my happiness. He's cheekiness make me love him even more n more each day....

Well.... I guess, this is life.. Ppl come n go.....

To all the ppl who had drifted away... I've been thinking of u all.....
Miss everyone so much....

OK.... Updatez,



Last Friday, 25 July.. It's Abg Acit 27th BirThDaY!!!! We had a Family gathering as well as mini celebration.... (kindly sponsored by AlOnG...)

We had sinfully delicious food , KFC, Canadian Pizza & ChoCOLATE CAKE! (hmm Yummy)










Saturday, 26 July.....

Windsurfing Championship, It's was a tiring, bz day... I came in to werk at 10am... had breakfast wit dear at BK east coast den came in to werk... morning issint so bad but in the afternoon... It was.. super duper bz day at the front counter, help mum wit the collection as the federation still hasn't got ani1 to replace me yet.. so got to do double job but single pay.. (WTF) but it's okie, just be patience... the time will come and i can have my weekend off soon... how soon i dun noe, but i will just wait n wait....

After werk, WE (murfy, mummy, jiejie, meimei, dear n of coz me!) went fer a delicious fattening, hot, spicy, finger licking goood STEAM BOAT at bugis!!! hahahha..... super fun.... we had like... 12-13 plates of beef, 5 plates of fishballs, 2 plates of meat ball, 3 plates of straw mushrooms, 3 plates of chinese cabbage, 3 plates of quilt eggs , 3 plates of fried mantho and lots more... super fattening BUT.... we are HAPPY!!! hehehehe
after dinner, we went to compass point to bank in my money den... went back hm and ZZzzzzz






Sunday, 27 July ......

Wen Pham's in town....!!!! we rox the WORLD!!! hehehhehe
WSF c'ship still goes on... and the day was like.... haiz... dragging, bz n tiring again! I dun noe y... lately.... I m dragging myself to werk... mayb i didnt get enough rest. 1 offday issint enough fer me... even though i get my beauty sleep well.... everyting is never ever enought!

after werk, went back to mama hse fer dinner den wen simei to mit up wit al & pham. den, wen Kew dr to pick up kak shida and guess whr we went next?!?!?!?

DURIAN PARTYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yum yum.... i was super happy like toad!
after we had durian we went... Prawn fishing at punggol... I really had loads of fun yesterday...
Slept at 2.00am last night, and as result....... i FREAKING SLEPPY NOW!! URGH!!!








Monday, 28 July....
MY leave got APPROVED!!!! yippie!!! KL..... HERE we come!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
It's 8 more days to gooooooooooooooooooooooo.................. oh my oh my... dear n i just cant wait to leave this stressful island... we really need a BREAK frm EVERYTHING.....!!!
Werk, friends, family, pet, pest....... everything!!! yesterday in the car... we were like discussing about it all the time....
next tuesday night onwards... i am so going to switch my buttons off.... CONFIRM! Wednesday morning onwards.... I can't see noone except fer my beloved husband! jus u n meeeeeee..... heheheh



P:S - I Love you sayang!! thank u fer making my day. u noe me best!! I couldnt asked fer more. Im happy wit wad i have now.....

Just had meeting wit uncle just now... I was asking him.... Is it normal, when I just dun noe what the hell im doing?!?!?
he say... : yes.. it's normal... coz u got lots to do.. so now.. u got to prioritized ur task.. which is important... dun get too worked up over issues... relax n take it easy....
so now... im trying to be a Healthy paranoia ....!! it take time fer a change... give me time n give me chance to go Thur this .... it's ain't easy


will up load photo soon!! =)

It's Thursday n im at werk... wth...

Got my off day switched wit mum as she need to accompany her mother er a minur operation. She's off tmr also..... so... this two days, i will spend 9-6 at the front office.
I dun noe y, every time i sit here, I DUN FEEL LIKE DOING WERK!! hahaha... all i wanna do here is answer calls n slack by blog surfing n online window shopping... hehhe
ya ya... slacker.. rite.. but.. wad the hack....
Will be having my 2nd event this weekend.. Windsurfing Championship... n tat means... im coming to werk on both Sat n Sun... BORING...!!!

This morning.. my breakfast was a rush! coz we have to assemble in the audi at 9.15 fer the Safety Drill briefing.... It's quiet fun actually.. seeing all ur werking colleagues werking together.
(sweet.........) we finished at bout 12.30 and had our lunch....

And now... Im sitting at the front office blogging... (HAH!) haiz....Im counting the time... I just wanna go hm n sleep! I slept late last night... We were watch a horro movie at TV2... very scary... even though im sleepy... i didnt dare to go in the room n sleep without dear. The show ends at 12.00 n we went to ZZzzzZzzZZz

I think im on vacation mood! confirm!! Wen ever i walked ard NSC... saw the National day decoration.. i felt sooo excited! not be coz it's my county Birthday, more like... the day to go fer my holiday is nearer... hahah... We are leaving on the 5th August... HURRAY!!! time oh time... pls fly...!!

I had a really great day wit my precious Bum Bum.....
today accompanied me the whole afternoon till... we dun even kown whr to go...
met her at 3.00pm at Tampines Interchange..... waited fer her at small mac and wen i saw her...
we were like.... OMG!!!! "MENTAL SAK....!!!!" hehheheh we oth wore... hot pants... hahahah
wad a coincidence. we were giggling all the way to TM... and had our late lunch at Mac....
while queuing... I saw.... JAMIL!!! my heart was pounding super fast...... I dun noe y... i kinda find him quiet....HOT!!! hahahaha.... (ok ok... i noe... im happily married to my extremely hot man.. Iskandar hamdan!) but.... heheheheh.... shhhhhh.....

aftre our late lunch, we went to world of sports to look fer badminton rackets. den we went to CS nokia service centre coz bum hp screwed up! (wel;come to the club gurl!!) den... we went back to mac to get... ICE CREAM!!!! hahhahh was dead craving fer it... den we walked to tampines north CC to booked the badminton court.... UNfortunately... it's FULLY BOOKED! haiz... den we took bus no 8 to tampines east CC to check it out. same thing... FULLY BOOKED also!! urgh! was pissed off.... but nvm...

after tat.... both of us were like.... "WHR R WE GOING????" both of us were supeer bored and got nowhere to go... n guess wad... ni dua adek beradik..... lepak... BAWAH BLK!!! wtf kan.. hehheh. BAby devil called so.. three of us chat n laught like org giler.... hehehhe.... at 6.15... bum n i walked back to mama hse....

Dear fetch me at 7 and we went to rasa 21 fer dinner.... reached hm at 8.30pm and... i think... i got new hobby now......... JUICING!!! hahahha..... it's kinda fun n i was smiling all the way juicing the watermelon.... fer those of u... never tried juicing fruits b4... go try it... it's fun... heheh (cheap trill)

These few days... Dear really surprised me alot! he's super talkative, jokes alots, he wanna take up new sports : badminton (by fource) and he drink juice!!! hehehhe

LOVE U SO MUCH sweetheart! MUAH!!

LOVE oR LIKE... ?!?

Never leave the one you [{LOVE}]
for the one you ((LIKE))

Because the one you (LIKE)
will leave you for the one they[{LOVE}]

The one you ((LIKE)) will give you goosebumps;
the one you [{LOVE}] will make you laugh
and send shivers down your spine.

When the one you ((LIKE)) cries,
you feel sorry for them;
but when the one you [{LOVE}] cries,
you cry for them.

True Love Doesnt Have
A Happy Ending
BECAUSE True [{LOVE}]
Never Ends

and my answer is.... LOVE.....
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enough of the emo stuffs.... ahhaa... back to the reality..
iM seriously inability to obtain sufficient sleep. Something is so wrong with my sleeping mode. Urgh!! Every night at 10.30pm without fail.. i will feel extremely sleepy.... as a fat ass.. i went to sleep.... BUT! lately.... i will wake up at bloodly 4.00am in the MORNING!!!! urgh!!!! n went i got to werk... as usual.. CRANKY!!!! hahahhah wad's new.... I've been having headache almost everyday lately..... haiz.....

it's 1.35pm now... ppl bz werking n im bz blogging hahha... slacker! Im so counting down to go hm... i dun noe y.... i so tired today... penaT giler sei...

Dear just called... he's going out wit AL to get some stuffs.... n they will be fteching me later hah.... so can't wait to go hm... Hmmm... im so craving fer fried fish noodles at parkway banquet....

Owrite... i'm sooo looking forward fer HOLIDAY!!!! 15 more days to go.... ouh gosh.... tak sabar nye,,, hehheh

ok ok ... tmr... me off.. no plan yet... dun noe wad to do,..... i need to do something relaxing... hmmm.... wad can i do ehk./.....

It's Thursday! and today, rite now... me blogging holding on to my bowl of pasta which i just cooked a while ago.... not too bad. baby devil just left frm my castle, she slept over last night....

Wad i did yesterday... hmmm.... at 6.00pm she reached my hse.... we went to punggol plaza... we walked der... not too far frm my hse... but my fat ass devil says.... "siak ar! jauh nye... cam tampines gi bedok sak..." hahhaha "tipu sak..." tak lar sejauh mane... we walked n laught... boi! how i missed my sisters so much! I really need a day meeting up wit my sisters... wen will it happen... haiz... will be looking forward fer the day to come....

And today... me going swimming wit bum n mama... hahhah hurray... maybe at bout 3-4 gitu.... i noe, i noe.. it's hot... but i dun noe y... i wanna get tann....

Im getting very the restless here at hm... thinking to visti the doc or not... been having frequent headache n blotted tummy... i dun noe wad's happening to me. maybe after swimming im going to the doc... get my prince to fetch me frm bedok swimming complex and bring me to the doc... I dun noe wad' s happening to me... sob sob... sumting is so wrong..... my menz didnt come again.... maybe im stress.. about wad? I dun noe.... haiz...

Tmr im werking.. werk thru out the weekend... n i will be werking over the weekends thru out the 3 coming weeks... n the last event will end on 3 aug.. n.......... few more days fer HOLIDAY!! gosh..... im still counting fer the days..... time oh time...pls fly........

Hopefully... babydevil's coming along.... still waiting fer the good news.....

Sumting is so wrong wit me! I dun noe Y? head spinning n body aching like HELL!!! everything i do dosen't seems rite!!! I think im going to ask dear to bring me see doctor! today is the worst day in my life! Im falling S>I>C>K...!!! stupid weather!

Im off 2dae n tmr..... dun noe wad to do... feeling extremely sick...
My massue came to my hse at 9.30am to gave me a gooodddd damn massage n she left at about 10.45am. after she left, i had breakfast (bread n cofffee) popped in panadol n... ZZzzzzz.......
at 12.... i heard my hp beeping... but i couldnt open my eyes... I only read it at 1.15PM!!! hahah cam babi! Niwae.... it's baby devil.. asking me wads the plan fer 2dae... seriously... I DUN noe!!! I dun feel like shopping, I dun feel like eating, i dun feel like chilling.... all i wanna do is to sit in the pool!! n i dun noe y i have this strong urge to sniff on baby cheek! haiz... (omg! im perspiring while blogging... sumting is so wrong wit me)

Tmr... the plan WAS.... to play badminton wit bum at Tampines sports hall or at any CC... I dun noe why... but it's time fer me to kick start on exercising again! before i turn into a fat tomato... i better get going...

lately... im feeling extremely... FAT n UGLY!! i really dun noe y... blame it on hormone changes... hahhahahah... k lar... i think i wanna go n shower now.... den... slam my self on the bed... i really need a rest!

Chao!!!

I'm Happy !!!

It's amazing how I just feel very, very happy right now. Light and carefree and I feel like a floating dream again. I feel good about myself and I know that at this point of time, I really deserve to be happy.

Im so blessed to have him. I have all that I'll ever need and I want to keep on cherishing him,appreciating him and loving him the way I always do. Spending time with you over the weekend made me relised that you really love me so much! I used to say, watching Tv at hm is the worst tings couple would do... but doing it together is sooo much FUN!!! laughing n giggling on the sofa was so exciting... i jst couldnt asked fer more. Thanks dear, thank you! I really can't wait fer the day we've been looking forward to.

Im going for a vacation soon and I'm getting extremely impatiens fer it to happen. Dear bringing me to KL fer 4 days.... wow!!! i can't wait... We will be staying at the posh hotel, Berjaya Time Square n we will be going Shopping n SPA der!! ouh gosh.. Im excited i am... and soooo is HE!!! he's very very excited.... fer the time we've booked it till now... he keep on talking bout it. The moment her opens his eyes n looked at me, he start talkng bout it. even in the car on the way to werk.... hahaha... he's so cute. At least we got sumting to look forward fer!!! 22 more days to go...!!!!